I WANNA THANK~!

i wanna thank u all`!!! i wann thank to those who greet and wish me..
I almost CRY~!!!
not coz of touched...IS COZ OF PRANK~!!!!!
omg..i cant believe...me the one always prank ppl will kena prank by ming li and weiling~!
wahhaa...scared me sia..say kak zainap found out we broke the bed..haha..
no matter wat~ I REALLY THANKs them....
i really appericiate on wat u guys do ..i relaly happy coz i reallise how much u all did for me....i m vry satisfied and happy..ya ..this is more than enough..i m vry happy even thou withou the present..
btw there are already lots of present frm u all`!!!wohhoo..thanks for the "bra" ahah ..the WAtch..the PIGLET? the COW? the sockz ...and the pens~! i reawlly liek it..especially the B and the W that makes baby gek till cant slp .wahahahah~!!

thanks for lotlotltotlo unexpected birthday wishes~! i really happy~!!!!..yah..seriously happy..k i shouldnt happy too much...kk thats the end of my bdae..ya ..i think is enough ..ehhehe ..thank u~!!!
thank to zen..for the wall paper? ..thanks to joey for the lovely songs...
thanks to ming li to the brilliant prank idea...thanks for the 3 setsof bubble tea ..and 3 set of mossee cakes..is damn nice lar~!wahhahaa....

overall ..i m happpy ..thank u ppl~!!!

TOdae. my last day of 18th....Tomorrow...happy birthday aud~!

Say bye to 18th aud~!..

yah..welcome my new 19th ..
hmm..
sounds a lil sorrowness...haiz..
ppl say 18 is the most glorious moment for girls..
to me ? yah.. a lil??
hahha..
Ya a little bit sad to say bye to 18th..yah..i experience alot within this year...
from my 18 to 19..i gain...
i grown....
from stupid ..to a lil clever...
from diorganise..to a lil organised..
from busy... to even most busy....
this year..i get to know even more more friends..
i m happy ..coz reallly ..I able to get few good friends this year which i m vry happy with it..

I m Busy gril as wat ppl know..ya..i hoope my next 19 ..
this wont happened..but too bad..it will..haha..
I wanna thnak my mom who give birth of me...

Tomorrow is my birthday ...
I m not tat excited as wat usuallly I am..
this year..full of stress..which actually covered my happiness..
x much feelings... tmr...no expectation...
everyone is really busy as well..
no celebration...no nth...

celebration are nice..ya..but FREINDS lets put piority on exam~
so celebration really dosent matter..

to those feel sorry by not celebrating with me..
reallly dosent matter..i really ok with it..coz even me dont really hav the mood to celebrate.
to those in klg..
i really wish i could be there..celebrating with u all..
;)

finally , let me have the last wish..
I wish...

I can be more cheerful tis year...
NO MORE BLURNESS!!!!
NO more BUSYNESS( bullshit)
Spent More time with my BESSTIE..and also my fam...
BE good and Be nice..
DO BETTER...BE more Alert ..
ALL the best in the new house..No more bad incident...

Within this year..
i wanna thank ..

my JI clique . . who always lesbianise with me...show their care..craps a lot...(destress)

my MSN friends~!..

which most of them really help me a lot in my assignment...hahha..really appreciate..

btw i hav smtg to say..( plz feel free to reject me if u really hav smtg on ...dont feel ps..I might ask for help "as friend"..but i dont wan ppl hav thought of me taking advantage of ppl..so if willing to help i m fine with it..so dont feel burden to reject..i might always ask for help coz..i really need help..ha..)

BB MAIN COMM~!

who really really give a lots of warm...

anyone in the club will really there or me whn i m in club room.which.i really appericiate..Main com in bb really like family to me..We having fest in club...and thank for the understanding ..by allowing me stay late in the club room..thank for the concern frm grace joel and si qi..and thank to davin who always bullied by me thanks to lq who didnt pressurize me;)

nevertheless

especially yessie and eugene.

i really wanna thank u all ..u all are there for me while i m really down..I thanks for the listening ear..i thanks for the concern and care..which i might not show out but..seriously..i m touched by those actions;).

i wanna thank mdm hufang as well a very understanding teacher..who solve alots of my ptp problems..i vryr touched..

I also wanna thank friends like

pc..who willing to accompany me during my vry down period..

zw..who solve lots of my "stipid elcetric shock" problems..my complaints and my shouting

victim..and help me lots(esp the lappy~!)

ah dong...who really help me during the custom incedent..( i would nvr forget that)

I wanna thank wl and mL.

. my closeest friend ..intimate mate...i wanan thank the care and i keen for forgiveness if i really did anything wrong where even me myself dint realise...I might making lots of mistake ...and vry slow...thnak for the tolarence..and i really wish we could be the most "intimate " friends ever...

I wanna thank my KLG GROUP!!!!~~~

wohoo siesta and the my klg cliques...& yewhui

I really miss u all~!thanks for rmbr my bdae...thanks for always jio me for outing ..even though really i rejected the outing everytime..but i really touched..by asking me..(coz it let me realise hey, frinds u all nvr forget me..even though i m busy all the time..)not that i didnt treasure u all ..hope u all understand my situation..

I wanna thank my fam~!

NG family--thank u daddy thanks for calling me when i need u ther for me.. even everytime i give kinda cold reply..but i realy need u to be ther for me..i thank by ask me to stop when i m doin my modani till 5 in the morning...

i wanna thank mummy by treating me as princess when i m at home..thanks for the serve ..which u would really rarely do those..thanks for listnet to my complaints and giving me more care:)

i also wanan thank bea and adrain..who treat me better coz..they using bartering system whey..i already buy lots present to bribe them..

ibu family~!-- terima kasih ibu ..girl rase terharu betul mase ibu kasi girl advanced birthday..smpi skrg girl belum buka..thanks for being care bout wats happend to me in sg..thou u cant help much ..but i really feel ur care ;))

thanks to those admire me?haha by making my 18-19 life more intersting ?haha

THis year
I wish i can have..a slimmping pills..a self potrait...a BIG PIC of my FRIENDS And me....
A secretary ....a helper....a new brain.( clever brain)..more concern frm fam.(i wish they could realise that my big bag pack are actually worn out..)..I wish i could get a new phone tis year..and MP3!!!when only i can get my pay~!?

hope..i can quickly achived those by this year~!!aud aud aud~!!!study more ! EARN MORE!!!!!

I hope i dint left out anyone...k byebye~i need a chiong book rd ..in my new house~!

p/s: jst for information..we did move out frm the house yesterday for 2 days..frm 15(3 pm) till 16(12 ++) unimaginable??haha..tats us.. super slow motion;) 3 of us subjugate the al the stuff we accumulate for one yr plus...we are PRound it it man!thou..my limbs are aching sia...

k here the end of the long-winded story..thnanks for scolling down the page till the end;))

k byebey~mucks love frm aud

TOday is a special DAy..

every day is a special day..

everyday is a busy day..

no exception...i m busy as well today...

I had been throught!!!! I had came over those stupidos stress from my projects~!!

I m relief...finallly...

no more heavy project clinging around me....

God bless.. teacher like our video alots.. love ya...

btw...thanks to modani ...i being ran thorought in and out in the printing shop for 3 times.. damn ps...long long Q summore...

Feel suprise ? i ;m uploading my blog again..

yearhhh....

this is my only free time after chionging my projectssss for this few weeks...

close friend of should knew it..my busyness wasnt a crap...
i m really busy due to my poor time managment and my packed schdule...

thanks to zhiwei ..i only can finished rendering my scene on time...able to proceed it..

if without the lappy...i think till todae i still will squat down and cry..hahah

thanks to adrian..giving me such a wonderful voice for the fish and cat...hey teacher did like it~!Mucks~!

thanks to izuan ..who help me a lotss lotss on ideation as well..thnaks for the helping hands ..really appericiate...besides , i also wanna thank eugene and tony ...by correcting my sucksy english for my ideation nor modani journal...

I m relief todae..suppose to slp ealier coz within this few days or specifically since after last blog i updated..i only slpt for few hrs <>

sturggle struggle struggle..finally everything is over...

after the modani interview in the mor..though can really hav a good rest at home after that...holy cow...i need to go for the brief pula for the poly forum..jst get informed..-,-..( coz i dont even hav time to check my email..--.---) luckly it was intersting .. end up..i m able to went home at 6 with ml...

CAnt imagine ....

I m moving out tmr...a lil too fast...or maybe a lil un bare..tonight..end up ..i didnt take my nap also.... We coooked our last Wonderful meal tat we used to do be4 we start our packing process...

shiok ar....

then..we packed packed packed...like usual...Wl and ml will be vry happy ..coz..

they are gonna throw things again~..while me?

ha ha...like usual...will be much more elert then ever! thanks to Wl huh...she throw away my wire infront of me...WAoo~! she stepped my tail sia... She hide away the dustbin frm me sia..to avid me frm collecting it..hahah`but how could i t be!~! wires is my life....i get so anxious when she throw..luckly i manged to save the wires...besides lots of the usefull paper bag or some nice material also being throw...sob sob...

after cleannign up ..we did talk and chi chat alot... we took lot lotslots of pics here..jst to take the opportunity we have in this house..stupid retard pics are countless..hahha..tats y now only i only time for me started to blog... coz after tmr..there was another bettle to go .. EXAM!!!!

haiz..wanna leave this room rd....tmr moving out..abit wanna cry though they wasnt treat us vry good..coz ..however..i already stay here for one yr plus..have feelings towards this house ...finally MuckX..I love u once again my room...and byebye....god bless me...plz

let me have a brighter future....

let me able to adapt the environment there as fast as possible ..thank u~!;)thats all i need for now...k tata...

XxxXxxBoNDXxxXxxx

today ..sunday....the day where i supposed to be in msia..and on the way back to here..too bad..i m not home..ya...i decide to stay....for the gps camp...to BOND?...

i hesitate..i struggle..untill..the day ..the date where weiling is born....i m sorry once again..coz i do my vry best to give ur bdae like mingli...sorry... halfway missing...finally ..i really BRoKe Down...after talk in the ph with dad....talk bout club stuff wit eugene..no solution...no way...cant stand ....ran to toilet ..hide inside the cubical ..splash out...cried out as much as i want ...i can feel the wound..the cuts..finally heel slowly....yeah...is wat i want...i feel much more better...

dad call again while heeling in process~!erhmm..CHOP..k talk liek normal..after bye..COnt..my heeling process...feel so stupid...while other still celebrating wl bdae..wat the heck m i doin???go out with my stupid reddish eye..smpt sia..so malu..cant talk...luckily after tat wl console me ..dont think too much aud~! so embarrass! yan ming still call me sia...strong audrey dont act strong. lar.....-.----wth~hahah btw still glad tat WL like the bag packed tat i and ml bought for her~;)

on fri ..still lll hesitating....thou 12 smtg is the camp rd....finally i decide to go....coz of smbdy stupid msg..awake me frm being over dysphoric ...yah..i go there intend to spent my happiest moment to the fullest...but,...seems i failed to do tat..
fun cant be fullest when some1 dont even enjoy..kinda regret it wasnt the camp i was expected...as in is it worth for me to stay ?
i m bored by keep on askin..
impatient me perhaps really doubts ..
however ...overall the camp was still fun~especially when we playing healthy drinking game...hahha...tat was fun...bt..mct and modani still surround me ...i think i really siao...
haha..the nx mor ..we packed...we eat the nicest BEEF FRIESS and also burger...then ..go home....straight away take nap...gosh..i think i really homesick.till even nap also i dream of msia...i rush back on national day and end up no bus to travel back to sg~hahaha..(in dream also rush~haizz) restlesss....

ok lar..today. .a lil regret...but wl say at least i did smtg..yeah..i did..my research ...my maths...and lil of photography proj..thnak god ..i feel better today by shopping around prime and yes liek auntie..hahha...k tats the end and hope tat i can finish my MODANI@@@!!! good luck aud ..and thanks to those who give me comment k?makes me feel really much better~!thank u!

btw...sat night and sundae..is the special weird day for me tat i didn't met be4... gt 3 guys gt crush on me within 48 hrs..and tell me bout tat...kinda weird huh...haha..really cant believe...thn cass tell me gt 3 I crush on me on Tues...means total up 6 in a week ..woo~puzzledddd..ya..thou some of them jst jk sia but still funny haha..haha....ok i dont wish to put in excat font..coz this is my own reference tat i found it vry weird & special...;)even Wl also numb with this rd..hahah,...

2.58..is my only free time i spare for my self

this is the time wher i suppose to sleep since..tmr is another battle for me to run...venue?
MOdani free excess lab...grill fish...a tiny char..drive me crazy..
seriously ..unhappy feelings came across again...i kinda break down todae..since nx week all my project need to pass up already...

went out with yessie and eugene on sat..(which makes me hesitated frm quite long) since i haven't finished my things..but end up ..i still go ...coz a break really needed by me..thanks to them...while happy..sorrows inside....

.woo..out of sudden ,reading bea blog..seems liek she really grown up huh..having relationship rd i think...nowonder so feminine rd..... which suddenly link of mine...
"relationship " visit me recently..which come in the wrong time....vry frustrated..vry complicated....vry confuse...
.feel sorry if i m too direct or too random tat day...
like PMS...but actually i m not.which is even worst...
dunno y so fras tat day which make me so explosive..wher my courage get frmm.. ? no ideas..frm subway sandwhich?ha..
which hurt someone but i m jst hack care on tat day...coz..i jst wanna clear at least some probs that bear in me...

is it guiltiness or wat.... i feel empty on sun and tats too for todae...i do my teleprin research for whole day..yest ..end up zero...feel like vomiting and cry...i m ike stupid freak...
frm morning till night...doin the same stuff....appreciate on those who help me..vry touching thou some =0..but it let me realise ,hey audrey..u still have friends with u ...
ya i m ..i should feel fortunate....

projectssss......assignment....ideation...mct....modani... make me CRIED!!!! i really duno how to handle...staying back doin ideations...haizz....wl+ ml=tm1(shopping); bb main com =celebrate joel's bdae....me=? end up alone ..doin stupid stuff in the club room.....

nx weekend..critical weekend...i really cant cope..wanna go home? how ?fridae camp...chalet.... dental appointment...mct? modani???gosh..break down..really breakdown..
now only is my time where i can free myself...i being enclose to myself...i dont wish to talk..i lazy to talk..i feel bad by not celebrating joel's bdae with a good mood today ..sorr if i showing glum my face..
coz ..i 'm just...
TOO TIRED?neither physical nor mental

thnks to those who love me...thnaks to ming jing ..jannah...and my cliques
thanks to yess , eugene , grace , Lq ,..its touch when u all make me feel tat i m still play an important role in the club...it makes me feel really better.....
i want to go for camp...go for chalet..yet..i wana go home....wher ? wher? should i go....

In a nut shell..i need to beg god....give me strength to live...give me a relax mind set..let me take my learning life happier...i want to live happier....i want poly be my memorable life...

thank u .....& gnite

I NEED A BREAK!!!!

I WANNA RUN! I WANNA SHOUT ! I WANNA SCREAM!!!!! V~
)mrwU
WHO ALLOWED ME TO DO SO?!?!?!! U


I WANNA MEET MY FRIEND!!!!!

I WANNA TELL ! I WANNA POST!!!!

Y Y ? WATS WRONG WITH ME~!?I DONT EVEN HAV TIME
Y Y ? UPDATE MYBLOG!
Y ? HOLY COW !!!!
Y ?
Y ? I WANNA UPDATE!!!!
PLS ....WAIT FOR ME!!!!

THE BUSIEST GIRL EVER!!! I NEEED Y

Y Y i need a pair of eye...
Y Y Y ear... to hear..to
Y NOY see...wats inside me ... ,
Y Y lend me urs ?
Y

lolz...happy for a while?

let me be happy for a while..ya..
double happiness frm larlene and bea..destress for a little while?hehe
after a big storm happen on Wednesday in my sg house..
...
ya just for anyone information..
yeah i m moving out soon...frm a..
(disappointed land which used to be my wonderland)
to a new room which few blocks apart.yeah..out tricks work~really gt sombdy called us..
thanks to pc who help me distribute those notes whithin the few days...and also Mr eugene...haha who accidentally become our WITNESS for our new rental agreeement ..(which make eugene proud of it..)lolz~!

Big storm on tat day..which i already annouced to most of my friend..haha..
perhaps i like to blame or tell ..
due to this mayb ppl think wat for u keep on telling everyone bout it..try to get pityness frm others? ..
no i m not..i wanna shout out coz.i jst cant keep things in my heart...perhaps i m vry childish..k tats me..u can choose nt to listen thou...

ok no matter wat..thou i m vry sad bout it bt seriously only tat i really know tat i m wrong..frankly speaking ..after a big scoled frm her..perhaps i really WOKE UP frm my ass attitude (as wat she say) ..thankz for scolding me huh..so far..i havent get a big scoled frm "STRANGER"...
haha ..thhankz for this incident ..i really GroWn up..and
the moral of the story is..
@think more for others..
@NOT TO WASTE ELECTRIC..NOT TO ON MODEM FOR SO LONG...
@DONT BE TOO NAIVE..( be good infront dosent mean she really mean it)
@BE MORE ALERT..(plz get the hints frm others..)
@dont cross over the border line btw landlord..and tenant...liek wat ml say....
"there is no such things as a forever freinds.."mayb she is rite..plus summore we are jst a relationship btw tenant and landlady..all the past are fake...ya..mayb u dont even treat me as friend...
i m wrong..i apologise here...but ther are smtg tat i wanna say..i used to be vry appreciate..the kindness and the easy goin of u...however..after the electric cut incident..drastic changed btw our realtionship..we end up movin out with a akward situation ...k thats the end..