Trick or treat?

now..12 43..

kinda sleepy but yet i already took my long lost nap after cam back frm the camp at3 till 6 smtg ...It was raining...feel kinda good...
I 'm happy to hav my long lost gathering dinner with ming li and weiling..Its sweett~

Today activities kinda success , as in the participant did enjoy from preparation till the end of the performance....respond frm the participant is the Hinge of the an wonderful camp..
SO i m glad that they did enjoy the performance..

I ' m sorry to LQ and yessie..if we really dint cooperate well.. i m sorry if i m too autarchy by insist of giving extra prizes to the participant or any funny funny suggestion...DO the last min souvenir to the participant..
sorry beinng keep on searching material for the participant ..end up i mistook ur board(joel)...
and also thanks to LQ ..ur paper mask...

I really must thanks to all me WONDERFUL HELPERS~!!! i really really love ur spontaneity and sporting ,efficient character ..tats y we managed to finished all souvenir for 3 empire within 2 hrs~~thats fast ;)

I M PROUD OF U ALL~!...

thou today is a short day..but its kinda long debrief i m havin..prepared for the worst be4 i go in....so i m still ok with it..suprisingly the feedback wasnt tat cruel..... for programmes ya its true..its kinda cocked up durin the night walk..logistic items is not complete and we didnt realise...mis com on wat task we should do.. .we really make the log confuse...so m i...
i m nervous ..panic..the outdoor log have probs..ther are no time for me for futher brief to some of them.... hence its wher all the problems poop out...

luckly we managed to start on time even the set up a lil too simple and crude... i m sad when i saw all the helpers start to be tired and bored ....i feel so bad bout it...coz i feel the same too..walking 2 level of night walk up down up down nonstop.really kiling me..poor legs...i think gonna have big muscle again..
ppl who dare to come for nightwalk for sure wasnt timid type moreover 90% of guys...how we expect to scare them ...tired of scarin them..instead, it looks more liek a joke ~lolz
nearly break down yesterday.. seriously feel like give up..its vry discouraged thats confirm bt i jst cant control myself.... after bath its already 5 smtg...i m like dead meat..but i cant slp yet..i still in to write a story line for the next day performance use..goodness..thats is seriously killing me...type out the rough crapping storyline that i dont even know wat m i writing about...6 plus only i take my nap till 8...

woke up by davin.. then straight away chiong the slide..who knows..nooby davin..sent my draft to the LT and show all to them rd..-.--"" basket..all typo and grammer mistake sia..being laugh by all the 60 over participant sia!! later on , davin's lappy lag pula..gosh..the power point that i do , did not save...really gone crazy in the LT.... luckly got the copy frm pc...really used tat broken ppt...embarasss plus dissapoint..

This is my 1st time being a real programmer..it makes me realise that i really got lot lot more to learn about... effort is not enough...stresness is shown on my face during nightwalk...
efficiency , awareness , and communications are equally important...
i have to many things and ppl to apologise to....

Kinda dissapoint on myself....i do think most of the time , my intention become troblesome idea to others.. i think i m the one ruined the camp..

however.. its kinda suprise davin say quite a number of participant say it was good , and jst now i also get a inbox msg frm izzul which make me really feel much more better..i feel vry happy ..then summore got good feed back frm qian yu and yan ming which pull me up frm my downess... lolzz..

those words is useless if wasnt told by participant itself ..tats y..it really makes me better..
btw still need to thanks for the good encouragement from all the helpers and friends...

if i wasnt one of the programmer and this post swap to a better programmer
perhaps this halloween camp will be much more better than this??

Night walkl

in Lti m SUPER sad and exhausted ...
..cant imagine i was typing out my depression..
Camp is much more tougher and disappointed than i expected..
i feel sorry ..i feel bad..i m ...
the failure....

Blood

seriously tired..programmer is thousand times tougher than i thought..
plz hold on...i fully use my brain...

plz god..few more days...let it success....
coz one night camp ...
stressness,, guiltynesss ,
today ur tears really make me feel bad...
i had no idea....
i m sorry if i neglected u...
coz even me cant manage myself well...

the end-
blooddy aud.

4th day of sch

4th day of sch ..
already killing my softly..i predictted my life ....
is gonna be more tiring.....

thank god..i m still free frmm books..can escape frm lec and tutorial for mean while..
club stuff really piercing me.....
neither organiser nor programmer is a good things when both come together..battle begin...
book seeling ..kinda sacred me too...both us organiser..me blur blur..he blur blur... keep the money really can feel the stress..everyday count $...tired..really tired..i can go blind soon ...use logicall mind to think the method to count $ every night is a battle night..money not telli..ya..gone case..everything need to recount..perhaps those kind of things really need biss student to do..

i cant understand myself..m i doin lots of work?or i do last minutes work..m i over react or i m jst too much...too ambitious?m i doin the rite things...wat are other do while i m squeezing my head to think of the games ..wat are others do while i m trying my vry best to tell meet up the helpers..i m tired by standing 4 hrs to explain...m i kinda focus too much on wanna make this camp great?
but i m kinda loosserr..i cant come out with the things on time...no conclusion ..no log..no comunication...no much discussion...everybody is REAL busy .....i m sorry if i try to escape by absent last time...but i did my vry vry vry best this few weeks to really come out with smtg..i did put on serious effort here.. ..i m sorry to the helpers if i m lil to sudden or randomm..

hard effort mess up the plan...i dunt know m i doin the rite thing? all i know is recruite more ppl .. previous case for helpers ..now for participant..again... i recruite ppl blindly....the more the better like robot.coz i thought the camp will be sucks with little kinda small amount of participant..till i found out the amount is exceed...gosh..i know the mess wat i did already.. perhaps need to replan some of the programme again...pheewww..
tmr ashrae camp..no time for discussion again...

i did put in my effort..myb is jst not enough....did u?

wat should i feel?

where should i start..start form?

REFRESSSHH my memorryyy....
k come back to msia....after my bdae outing with tei yw and em they all...

while having evening lunch with teo and em..get called to work....as OFFICE LADY~
woohoo.. for 3 days....

coz wat..coz i need to rush back to sg again for meeting and also camp~~~
3 days working..dont even ask bout $$ coz i already prepared to really jst gain experience..working in chia sin travel ....ya..today...my last day of working..however total up i jst work for 7 days only ..HA! ..3 days be4 camp 4 days after camp --

these few days i manage to get rm140..hard earn money seh.... (btw..convert to sg..i really able to get that amount in 2 days time..but on the other hand , ii wont experience that much if i work in sg..so its still consider worth it ..)


good experienccee..thou...today..when i get my salary..ha...really unexpected "salary"..
the only things is i try not to go there to frequent coz..
in order not to be toooo free , i need to bring my new moon there to read to spent my time..hence i go alternate days.. coz i wanna collect more task to do in one day... when they ask me to work again after i came back frm camp..hehe..

is true..i did learn lot of things..especially on fill up passport~~~ can recognise the faces ready sia..and also VISA~ hehe..china visa ? india visa? no problem..ask me next time~
heheh....smmore need to type type type..translate trip schedule..gosh..make me nervous only...see my eng already knwo how broken it is..

on tues, during my off day..intend to pluck the tooth rd...damn ass..closed pula..
luckly go find yewhui..happy happy there..meet her for while ...
scare me sia cox i hav no much time to pluck out my tooth ready since i need to take out the thread summore...so...

on wed night i m damn tired ready lar ..yet still cant slp ..coz i still need to rush "smtg" before i gonna pluck my tooth on thurs.. ALL BECOZ OF THAT ~ make me miserable..make me disgrace..make me sacrisfied..make me ..squueeeze my brain..

i manage to go on thrus during my off day as well..i wasnt tat painful , perhaps i m more BRAVE~ or mayb can say i m jst too used to it..
cant even talk due to the stitch....dont even wish to talk plz...
..the next day ..still need to talk on the phone..wasnt a good task to be an operator during this time~..phew..luckly som1 created pain killer..

erhm..overall i m still happy with the job..hope tat i can be tour guide next tiem XD ~ !
erhm..nth much to say jst wanan say happy birth day ayah and dawisha!~ hav a nice food fest today....in ibu house 3 in one...laksa johor...nasi serai....roti jala....
and also kfc treat in chia sin..with may, kat , anita , eugene dll....

and sorry to miss yw..that cancelled her bdae steamboat celebration coz of me?? lolzzzz..k lar..oh ya..and today i bought another sandal again..heee..(choose damn long..untill i get paiseh sia...) too many mouth spoilt the mood....
k thats all my recent story about~thank u~
love.aud

Brithdae Present~!!!!!

Guesss wat?
yin wen will be the 1st one who vry anxiously to see this post...

M i rite , miss yw??

ya...thats a great and tired day..
woke up at 7 ++ back at 8++
break record sia.
todae having girlzz POWER GATHERInG..
too bad...Hoey is substitude with EMILY..wahhaha..
early in the mor..
teo 's mom fetch us frm ibu house..
me teo and bea eat our breakfast at NASIB then lepak at anika
while waiting for yw and emily to arrive ...

9 + waiting in anika..for?..heheh....$$ frm mummy..coz i really pokgai rd....
seriously intend to treat u all with my own $..too bad...fated not to..coz mummy also forget to bring her purse...blarhh..

9++ we went to MCD..* without odering ANY FOOD..jezz..damn paiseh lar...but yet we still muke tembok and stay there till around 1+..wahahaha..
theres where my bdae gather suprise BEGIN.....

yup yup..thanks to YW... wrapping my PRESEnt with her vryvryvyr NICE PLASTIC BAG(*she gt my style?)
open it up...i saw.... A MUG!!!!!which is told to be hold with care~!coz its vry EXPENSIVE..initially ..i dunno y..i still waiting for somemore suprise ....wahhaha...then they ask me to open..OMG>>hehhehehe i cant stop laughing....giggling..IS OUR PIC ON ITTT~!!!WOOHOOOOOO~~~~ ehehehehheheeee....damn happy lar...initially ithought was the normal printing mug....see lar..even purple contex also uselesss....dint realise man...damn HAPPY LAR...gonna bring back to sg~!!~~woohooo....

nvr the last...i also vry touched with the wishes...know y? coz it stated there to ask me drink more water..slim down and DONT STRESSS.haha...simply touched by tat dunno y...

after that..I go K again~!!!!! thou yest jst after a greawt K with ibu they all..damn worth it man 12 for 2 hrs~!!wahahha...be4 tat we still went to giant to buy a bottle of pepsi..chak!* damn auntie sia...
in K box...no exception...emily teo yinwen and me...SHOUT YELL SCREAM..sing..the least....ahhaha .kk
actual fact is me lar and emily ..scream and yell the most liek 38..i think i did sang alot...paiseh ar...coz to DE-STRESS lar..well u know..cant shout at sg..later kena fine...is good to learn chinese know y? coz when ever there are chinese song i can sing..is good to listen to eng song as well , know y? COZ U CAN SING as well~! wahhhaha...after tired shouting and yelling...is time for us to move on....folllow the "clever " emily go and meet the guys in CINEMA huh.. at kp .....yet suppose to be at klg mall....thankz huh emily.....

went to klgmall..ya..join them for pizza hut...? ya..we saw..empty plates..-.-they jst finished their lunch..ya..with a starving stomach..we chatting there for awhile ..actually the situation kinda weird sia..dunno hw to explain....hah..end up 4 + we really get our butt up say bye and search for FOOD...neither second floor nor 3rd florr...end up...WE GO BACK TO THE CIRCLE..we eat in pizza hut ..-.--"" ya ..same set of food ..eat eat eat talk talk talk...time flies...its time for us to go~! haiz..i regret i jst agree to work at the travel agency..i work for experience or i work coz of my itchy mind...find trouble..find restless.....again.....ya i wish ti work coz i can learn..yet..gather is more important? if complaint kena blamed again later....sorry lar teo i also wish i could meet u guy tmr~...

damn it...i havent meet yewhui......how lar..... luckly sat work half day..still gt time to sneak out~!
yeah...and one thing i realise....HangOUT without $$ is miserable~!!!!

lovolovee...

thanks to teo yw ewn JOEY~ thanks for the lovely mug..thanks for the long jouney present..lovlvoe~!
k G9..good luck to me for tmr;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21OsE0utwWQ&feature=channel_page watch this~!

selamat hari raya everyone!~

hello~! long time no see my friendsz...
heeeheh..being so long i havent update my blogz ya..
ya kind true from pre-forum at sp to forum at pulai spring....
to Today~! i already celebrated my 2nd of raye her in ibu's house ehehe...

ya..is fun in sp ..IS eXtreme lluxury life by eating 6 meals perday sia (shall we call it food fest?)in pulai....
Is heaven eating in ibu house sia~ all the kuih like bottomless..godness..no doubt..
I GONNA LOOK LIKE PIG aGAIN~!

okk ..otalk less bout PF, i gonna talk bout my raye celebration this year while waiting for the slide vid uploading in u tube..hehe..
the day be4 raye ..jst came back home arnd 10 after esc meeting..damn tired man.summore need to pack.the nx day ..BALIK KMPG~! early in the 5 alradey woke up....11 smtg reach home~
wanna hav nap? DREAM ON~!

dad already ask us to paint house sia...cant jst give me chance to nap..-.-
ppl raye..we also sibuk raye sia...heee..after that mummy pulak...
the one here in klg everyday cant do the cake mer? mst wait me do the last minute task...
K~ done is bake..few hrs later.after PACK to ibu house (pack again..-.-)
quickly go n nap after tat....

kk ..phew luckly the cake is nice~hehe....kk go ibu house and slp lo~!
k..after go ibu house..godness..gonna fait..house is full with joyness of raye by KIDS
..wondering how ibu manage to hav soooo many grandchild in such a short period~!omg..all so productive...sg gov must be vry ENVY ~ahhahaa

k after chat chat teast teast..time for me to become santarina again...brouch for everyone...and special watch for angah~poor her..no present this yr~ok luckly there are clappers given during poly forum..i managed to coop few....wahaha....opps...the clappers seemsnt enough for the kids sia..i coop 5 already man...
luckly each one have it...and some willing to give out;) thnakz fatin~

k ..then we need to prepare food for the nx morning...and also cut the pandan leaves into tiny tiny slices..for the "kubur tour" tmr..all stilll in raye mood.still having fashion show on wat to wear fr the nx morning..wat tudung to match..blablabla.end up ..i slpt at 3 smtg and neex to woke up at 6 ..jeszz

early in tthe morning..."visitation" to kubur wasnt a new things for us..i think i nvr missed a single time since ever i started it when i was 7 i thnk..however..kinda new for the kids and lead by us..the new generation~!
yeah yeah~ make up session is here by angah..thanks to her...ehehe..while waiting for the salaman session..

i think everybody is cam whore after get influenze by me..hahah..end up all of us taking lots lots lots of photo..stil rmbr ..along scoled and say ..dah lah...jgn main ambik gambar je...kau x nk makan anak nak makan...and end up abg KB say.... owh alarh..xpe ...diorang dah biase lapar...WAHAHAAH~! gosh..see larr.. adults also cant stand the power of CAM~

happy pixzzz..happy food...~ lil g=regret sia..forget to take pic of food..coz TOO HUNGRY RD~Q
thne after tat mummy they all came...jiu jiujiu mu popo auntie angie...all came..spoilt my mood sia...jiujiu jiumu came je say..eh wei..i thnk better dotn weat the baju kurung..u look damn fat..-.---..i already didnt wear my kebaya plz... baju kurung also look fat...i hav nth to say sia....the wheather already DAMN WARM!wear this is a tradision k..i also wish i can wear casual....ignorance is the best friend of mine....ignore them with smilleee..heeeee is wat i can do thou cut in my heart is bleedinnggg.

after tat...boboy fam also here to eat..then ..abg kb fam...then TEO~my only freind who came this yr for raye..hehe damn ps..still need her to be entertained in kitchen..hahaa..wat a sad this year jst OnE come over only..alangkah baik if joey is here.;)
later on..too tired ready..end up slpt on the sofa with jai's lapppy on my lap...sllppp till 8 plus...woke upp..play with kids chat talk watch tv eat play comp~make slide show..hehe slp...

that s the end..today nth much ....most of my time i spent in kitchen..ppl hired indo maid..
this fam vryvry rich..hired a CHINA maid....wat a nice contrast..wahha thats wat they called me...water tap here nvr close i think i keep on washing the dishes the CUPSS...until craps sia..same cups can be seen non stop for few mintues...imagine how many times it is used..i think i gonna be wanita melayu terakhr...hahaha..kinda tired..but is fun~when there are companioon frm kids and also angah MAKnit..the crazy one...kept us talking ;)

In a nutshell...guys..plz stop drinking baverage...i wash the cups till i sienz..and plz dont place tghe oily and NON oily dish together~! ..for woman..plz dont cooknice food or drinks can!?@the guys watching tv outside cant tempp neither me sia~!!!eat enjoy slp is the only think i can do to spent my time so thats the end for our happening hashim family story~

thank you;)