19 nov 2009

happy bdae jannah~!
have a great day today ~
can dress up preety preety for jannah's birthday ...
having "make up"session during our digi com lab..
having our luxury lunch in BBq Tm1~!
teachin express net infra in 30 mins.....

rushing to work...

having my 1st dental job at tmp inter...
good experience..yet leg damn pain coz of my stupid shoe....

vry nervous..but fun~!

hehe overall happy and lucky..
coz again i forget to take my POSB card after i withdraw my money and top up my ez link ..thanks to the china guy who ran out and find the owner(* which is me) ..
hhehe..i still ngong ngong..dunno tat was mine..since i m holding the ez link rd...Blek..luckly mum dunno ..or nt ..kena nag by dad again..hehhe... wl also cant stand me rd..hahhaa..

kk tmr ..got tough job summore... k bye with the tired body~;)

10 x ( 1 400) / 100 x 140 = 19600!!!

woohoo~ i m vry happy yet tired..coz i jst break my long lost JOG record~! hehehe..i had jog about 10 rounds.. 7 formal round + 8 informal round...hehehhehe...
leg damn cramp noww..hehe..thnsnk ya dong.. by built up my confidence to JOG again~!whahaha.. i love this feeling...sweat like hell frm 8 15 ? to 1026?? wahhaha aSHIOK ALLALAA,...

19 600 steps ++ can u make it??whaha~
kk time fr me to study ready.. tata

FATED =/= bdae present

fated not to donate..

even ya some say dont believe in those luck or curse...

but it did works..the more i want..the more i urge... ya ..

i wont get...

hapy bdae mom... mom's bdae present is the stuff tat i intend to bought kinda long time ago ... haiz..cant get to buy the stirrer as well... dad dnt allowed... no sponsor ship frm him..everything cant work~

i really a very dissapointed when the nurse say sorry u cant donate coz ur vein is too small...
i was like wth! i already mentally and physically prepared..jesszzz..the worst thing is she say come again 6 months later...didnt do house chore ar? need to do more excersice..-.----" wth~
my hand already so muscular..say me didnt excersice.. vry insulted plzz..... lol@
vryvry envy mingli and yan ming tat can donate bloodd...
wanna donate blood ...coz this is my frst time and it will be an memoreable day ..present for mom.......
wat a joke...
3 of us ..mingli weiling and me... in the end..the most unwilling got it.. ?

..lolz..

hap*sad

wats HAp*sAd stands for??



im home~ dearly home ..ya ..i m back at 10 plus after 3 weeks in sg..

finally home..



i m kinda moody yest...kinda nt feeling gd..



vry tired and stress ..

vry nervous...vry confuse..

vry wat eva...



yest i m struggle to join programme..i saw all the click together..makes me feel like joinning back the programme..but i know..again i might be liek last tiem cant commmitte....i dotn wanan be unfair to others..listen to Cp.. he say aud ..u should join too much of CCA...gonna maintain ur grade.. again..ya ask opinion on Jan..ya ..thanks to Jan she give me a firm answer..ya it makes my mined clear...



then after posting the notice board..went to opp sch for CCN day survey with yessy , davin and Long lost eugene...

Company eugene eating in the food court..

Usuall me... i m not taking any order..

this where smtg affect me again..



yessy askk...y u always dont wanan eat?wanna save money or wat?Y nvr buy things?

she dint saw me buy things ..ya mayb i seems vry kiamsiap to her..but its true ..i didnt really buy food...but i also spent money on stuff liek BOM for nth..jst wanan spent..(this wat according to weiling..lolz...)

i speechless for sudden.....coz...

even me also dunno y m i so stupid and struggling ....

i dont wanna buy food ..coz i forced myself ..not to eat...

MIND hav those concept..

"not to spent on unnesccary $ on foodd..since it will jst make me gain weight... i rather spent those on clothing..."

its a rite concept..i m phobia bout gaining weight after havin drastic change since after poly life started..



I dunno wher my money goes..ppl saw me seems spent kinda lil..same to me..i though i spent a lil..but not... i did spent a lot..but i dunno where..even me myself also puzzled...

mayb i spent on others more than myself..i need to save money to buy present..there are too many ppl birthday....

i m pretty stupid.. alswaays abuse myself...i easily get temp..but ya..i need to CONTROL~
DIeT + save money =win win situation~

written on thurs nite.. to be cont..