Thursday, April 29, 2010

i m seriously tired

i m tired now... one day without slepping really not good for me..i can se all my dark circle are OBVIOUSLY out! ..i dunno whether is a right choice for me to stay yesterday ..i make everyone worst and tired..i dont think i do the right decision..the out come wasnt as good as wat i intend to have..i dint do my best ..coz i really tired..i m sorry to everyone..
i sorry to myself too....

crapper come again..coz i m seriously tired ...
BUT! there is no way to defeat me!
i still need to hold through out this important camp
no longer for myself..
no longer for reponsibility..
this is the camp for everyone...
is for the main comm and my helpers that i really can see thier cares and sincerityy.....

we can make it!!!!whoooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooooo

Sunday, April 25, 2010


i dunno wat m i doing rite now which i supposed to slp ...
writting blog really defeat the purpose of shout out loau as in now i have lot of worries by hurting other else...

met eugene sen g jst now tats the only time i set my self free to crazpp..
thats too many things for me to do in teh camp as i dunow whether is my own prob s..
or they shoudl doubt my abilities as i m not that strong and capable..
i m screwed up with all the helpers as there is no flexibilities in arrangement...

i worried bout helpers
i worried bout main comms
i worried about slide show
i worried about game flow
i worried about sudden probs
i worried about night walk preparation
i worried about my mp..
as i have too many WORRIES TO WORRIED!!!!!!!