Thursday, October 22, 2009

4th day of sch

4th day of sch ..
already killing my softly..i predictted my life ....
is gonna be more tiring.....

thank god..i m still free frmm books..can escape frm lec and tutorial for mean while..
club stuff really piercing me.....
neither organiser nor programmer is a good things when both come together..battle begin...
book seeling ..kinda sacred me too...both us organiser..me blur blur..he blur blur... keep the money really can feel the stress..everyday count $...tired..really tired..i can go blind soon ...use logicall mind to think the method to count $ every night is a battle night..money not telli..ya..gone case..everything need to recount..perhaps those kind of things really need biss student to do..

i cant understand myself..m i doin lots of work?or i do last minutes work..m i over react or i m jst too much...too ambitious?m i doin the rite things...wat are other do while i m squeezing my head to think of the games ..wat are others do while i m trying my vry best to tell meet up the helpers..i m tired by standing 4 hrs to explain...m i kinda focus too much on wanna make this camp great?
but i m kinda loosserr..i cant come out with the things on time...no conclusion ..no log..no comunication...no much discussion...everybody is REAL busy .....i m sorry if i try to escape by absent last time...but i did my vry vry vry best this few weeks to really come out with smtg..i did put on serious effort here.. ..i m sorry to the helpers if i m lil to sudden or randomm..

hard effort mess up the plan...i dunt know m i doin the rite thing? all i know is recruite more ppl .. previous case for helpers ..now for participant..again... i recruite ppl blindly....the more the better like robot.coz i thought the camp will be sucks with little kinda small amount of participant..till i found out the amount is exceed...gosh..i know the mess wat i did already.. perhaps need to replan some of the programme again...pheewww..
tmr ashrae camp..no time for discussion again...

i did put in my effort..myb is jst not enough....did u?

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