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today ..sunday....the day where i supposed to be in msia..and on the way back to here..too bad..i m not home..ya...i decide to stay....for the gps camp...to BOND?...

i hesitate..i struggle..untill..the day ..the date where weiling is born....i m sorry once again..coz i do my vry best to give ur bdae like mingli...sorry... halfway missing...finally ..i really BRoKe Down...after talk in the ph with dad....talk bout club stuff wit eugene..no solution...no way...cant stand ....ran to toilet ..hide inside the cubical ..splash out...cried out as much as i want ...i can feel the wound..the cuts..finally heel slowly....yeah...is wat i want...i feel much more better...

dad call again while heeling in process~!erhmm..CHOP..k talk liek normal..after bye..COnt..my heeling process...feel so stupid...while other still celebrating wl bdae..wat the heck m i doin???go out with my stupid reddish eye..smpt sia..so malu..cant talk...luckily after tat wl console me ..dont think too much aud~! so embarrass! yan ming still call me sia...strong audrey dont act strong. lar.....-.----wth~hahah btw still glad tat WL like the bag packed tat i and ml bought for her~;)

on fri ..still lll hesitating....thou 12 smtg is the camp rd....finally i decide to go....coz of smbdy stupid msg..awake me frm being over dysphoric ...yah..i go there intend to spent my happiest moment to the fullest...but,...seems i failed to do tat..
fun cant be fullest when some1 dont even enjoy..kinda regret it wasnt the camp i was expected...as in is it worth for me to stay ?
i m bored by keep on askin..
impatient me perhaps really doubts ..
however ...overall the camp was still fun~especially when we playing healthy drinking game...hahha...tat was fun...bt..mct and modani still surround me ...i think i really siao...
haha..the nx mor ..we packed...we eat the nicest BEEF FRIESS and also burger...then ..go home....straight away take nap...gosh..i think i really homesick.till even nap also i dream of msia...i rush back on national day and end up no bus to travel back to sg~hahaha..(in dream also rush~haizz) restlesss....

ok lar..today. .a lil regret...but wl say at least i did smtg..yeah..i did..my research ...my maths...and lil of photography proj..thnak god ..i feel better today by shopping around prime and yes liek auntie..hahha...k tats the end and hope tat i can finish my MODANI@@@!!! good luck aud ..and thanks to those who give me comment k?makes me feel really much better~!thank u!

btw...sat night and sundae..is the special weird day for me tat i didn't met be4... gt 3 guys gt crush on me within 48 hrs..and tell me bout tat...kinda weird huh...haha..really cant believe...thn cass tell me gt 3 I crush on me on Tues...means total up 6 in a week ..woo~puzzledddd..ya..thou some of them jst jk sia but still funny haha..haha....ok i dont wish to put in excat font..coz this is my own reference tat i found it vry weird & special...;)even Wl also numb with this rd..hahah,...